In 8 short months God has completely turned my life upside down. As most of you know last summer I was blessed with the opportunity to go to Nicaragua with my family and church. My heart was broken for the things that break Gods heart everyday. I returned home with a new love for Jesus in a different way than I had ever experienced before. My heart was on fire to continue to be led wherever God wanted me to go and found myself going to Africa with a team of people I didn't even know. I was tested and dealt with many spiritual battles leading up to my trip, but again God blessed me with an amazing team, that I now call my family, and the amazing opportunity of going and working with AIDS orphans in south Africa.
I can't even begin to explain with words what God has shown me through both of these experiences, the friendships Hes made possible, and giving 2 more places that I call home. I can't say it enough, but God really has turned a beautiful mess into a fulfilling life that I am so unworthy to have. I now know how much Jesus truly loves me. When I gave up on Him and failed Him Time and time again over the years he never gave up on me. He used people to plant seeds in me, and answered prayers from not only my family but many close friends.
For the first time in my 25 years of life I know I am exactly where I am suppose to be. It's not just with certain areas of my life either. I used to think I was living out Gods will and I claimed to be a "good" Christian. I finally was able to give all control over to God and give Him every single part of me. I have learned over the last 2 years how to be in a relationship with God and God has produced so many blessings from my faithfulness.
I am happy and blessed to say as I type this post I am sitting in the Indianapolis airport waiting to board my flight to Nicaragua on a leadership team for Nicaragua REsource Network. I have had so many generous donations for goodies to give the kiddos I will be working with all week, and my heart is bursting at the seams! I am working with the most amazing group of people; people who love God and want to show Him to others by loving on them, people who I will call my family by the end of the week, people I will be sharing my heart, sweat, and tears with over the course of the next few days, people I truly thank God for bringing into my life. Today I was so blessed by my amazing church family, pastor Dave, family, and friends for praying over me and this incredible team.
God never ceases to amaze me. I look at my life a few years ago, and I see a broken, hurting girl who searched for happiness and success in all the wrong places. I look at my life now, and I see a smiling, girl after Gods own heart; a girl made new because of Jesus.
Ahhh, God thank you for your faithfulness and never ending love for me. Thank you to my family for always believing in me and allowing me to dream BIG in Gods eyes. Thank you to my beautiful sister, without her my life wouldn't be complete. Thank you to my nica family and Africa family for sharing your lives with me. Thank you to my many friends and my amazing gymnasts for your endless love and prayers.
Looking forward to being a part of another God journey, another love story, another chapter in this beautiful life God has blessed me with.
Much love and many blessings friends,
Meghann
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